Is money the root of all evil?

There is times that i think i am able to do great things without any sort of intimidation and fear of losing but that time seems to be wavered when i grow up. I felt like i am part of a system like there is a higher force of energy controlling my destiny preventing me to do the things i used to dream about when i was younger. I tried to sought for an answer and it never came to me. I no longer had the knowledge of wat i should do?or wat is the right thing to do to be happy?wat is the force that makes me so?i wondered. Is this so called reality? or is it just the form of capitalism that makes me feel this way?competition is everywhere people striving for excellence and innovation for the sake of a better life is it good?When is changing going to be stop so that it is easier to adapt? Whenever there is a dream that i had it is always extinguished by the harsh reality that it is unachievable unless i deal with the subject of money. The desire to dream and think big is yet just another thought to be considered only when there is a solution to achieving financial freedom. Is it true?and how true is it?is there no way we can do wat we wanted to do without 1st eliminating the money problem?reality is that cruel?can't we have a better method to deal with reality besides having to fulfill the basic needs that can only be acquired with money?